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04.34

That moment when you are in exam week and your parents went to EUROPE without YOU because you are in a MED SCHOOL with STRICT SCHEDULE.

and MY DAD give me faces like this in video call



The person beside my mom is ME reaching for Europe.

I'M OKAY

A tiny piece of emotion

01.00

Have you ever been so disappointed?

whether it is to someone, to something, or to everything.
Yeah, i am right now...

I used to be so enthusiast about that, but then, like the words of "too much will hurt you so much," it hurts me really that much. Like the feeling when you're in the sky and being pushed down really fast, i went from 100% crazy to 0% don't care at all.

Go on, do everything. Just do it. I've already been too disappointed and i will not see you like any before. I really don't put a weight to someone who already do something like that. Nothing can change me. Yes, i'm being consistent. I can put where i have to be consistent of, and at times like this, i have/want to be consistent.

It disappointed me really much.
Sorry.