As i saw the requirements change

i reconstructed my plans

I have mixed feelings about this

last night i saw the place 

that i might spend my months-or-even-years

how i live, how i spend the time

suddenly crossed my mind

2 years is still a long run my brother said

but dear, 2018 is like slight blink of an eye

2 years later i will feel i wrote this thing yesterday

I have mixed feelings about this

but one thing that i'm sure of

however it is

i don't want to be alone in that place

December, 2020

Trying to do the thing I love when my body at my lowest.

Hence I realized there's a difference between what I want to do and I love to do.

And today, I feel a bit well after doing it.

Sometimes it's okay,

wasting some hours to lighten up another day.

December, 2020

at 5:54

didn’t know that it would be this different

so crowded

every vehicle has their own way towards

looking right

and see a beautiful sight

what a sunset

with a mindset

December, 2020

Indonesia: beli => lihat kondisi => bagus => dipakai

Toh, kalau ga bagus gamungkin dikembalikan ke penjual, karna sudah terlanjur beli banyak.

Desember, 2020