How's everything? Is everything okay?
I left you for 6 months.
A lot of things happened. And i have a lot of responsibility until i cannot write them all in here, or even in my personal book.
Its been one semester i'm in medical school (only 7 semester left, yeay). My life has been through all ups and downs. I've been through the moment of happiness, sadness, disappointed, stressed, and all of the emotion. But i still have to manage that.
When i'm happy, i need to remember there's a lot of things waiting for me. All the material, tests, and exams.
When i'm sad, i need to remember a lot of people hoping to be in my position.
When i'm unmotivated to study, i need to remember that i'm going to be a doctor. I don't want to be a bad doctor who see her Sobotta while operating, or Guyton and others book to make a diagnosis. I don't want to answer "I don't know" when my patient asked something.
Your future doctor,
