Even
20 days
80 days
300 days
1000 days
.....
after that
i will still alive
and
don’t be suprised
Januari, 2020
Malam ini aku melihat sesuatu di instagram
yang membuat aku
teringat
termenung
khawatir
beberapa tahun nanti
aku akan bagaimana?
Layar HPku berganti
telpon dari Mama
menanyakan kabar dan sedang apa
Hebat ya bahwa ikatan batin itu ada
bagaimana bisa Mamaku tiba-tiba bertanya
meskipun aku akan selalu menjawab
baik-baik saja
Januari, 2020
I wonder
what time i will face it
is it when i get so sick
or when i’m in traffic
or just happened
inmediately
Death
i already faced
it happened in my hands
i loss him
my very first ‘customer’
i still can remember
how beautiful his eyebrows are
how he always call me
because he can’t catch a breath
How are you?
if you’re not here anymore
i hope you could be
a gate
for your mother and father
to enter Jannah
January, 2019
In this first week of 2020
i learn a lot
loss
a person that i met almost everyday
he reached for me
i checked up on him
he said
it hurts to breathe until he couldn’t sleep
darling, your problem is not that, its what inside your heart
on that day
he is so weak and lame
he didn’t said anything
silence
and
for the next second
i loss him
January, 2020
