My last post was in March and its already August, five months have passed.

And a lot of thing happens along this five months. I wish my hands can say the same thing as my heart want it, but it can't be. I wish my eyes can record it, every tears because of happiness or sadness, i wish it to be, but it can't be.

My mom even said "go and write about you feel right now"

but i didn't

not because i'm too lazy to do it.

but bcs i'm too broke.

Yes, i'm a broken piece right now. I broke. My heart is.

and i wish my brain didn't.

i need to find Him. please, unlocked my heart. guide me to You.

i need You.