since that news comes 

it was like a thunderstorm

that turn her

from refuse it into want it so bad

Its been a year

since she gets to deal with those things

and realizing

who will be there with her and not

Its been a year

and 

there are more years to come

Keep doing everything while you can

there is no 'you only live once'

but there is an afterlife

where it will be based

on how you lived for today

November, 2020