As i saw the requirements change

i reconstructed my plans

I have mixed feelings about this

last night i saw the place 

that i might spend my months-or-even-years

how i live, how i spend the time

suddenly crossed my mind

2 years is still a long run my brother said

but dear, 2018 is like slight blink of an eye

2 years later i will feel i wrote this thing yesterday

I have mixed feelings about this

but one thing that i'm sure of

however it is

i don't want to be alone in that place

December, 2020